tick tock

On Monday I went to a friend's house for dinner. He took one look at my big huge belly and asked if I was sure about my Jan. 1 due date. What does he see? Could this baby come sooner? God, I hope so. I'm so tired. I feel asleep at 7PM yesterday.

I also got a massage yesterday. What the hell was I waiting for? It was wonderful and I fell in love with Melanie the small hand/strong hand goddess when she said my back troubles could be because I'm so slim and all belly. A says women are so easy.

I'm counting the days left before I go on leave (17, but only 14 work days) but since my work doesn't seem interested in replacing me, I'm both anxious and angry. Sigh.

Week 35 is hard.